Divinely Loved Souls.

Here, we present you some of meditation experiences sent to us periodically by the members through E-mail. We hope it will be useful at least to give courage or to improve the spirit of the meditation practitioners themselves as well as the readers in practicing meditation. Because, it seems that there are many members who do not understand the meaning and the importance of true meditation yet.

They still think that meditation means to seat and close the eyes, empty the mind, perform some particular fast, or to see the different colors when the eyes is closed, etc. For a maximum gain, meditation should be performed regularly and try to follow the rule and regulation strictly. Many of them are asking the door of the meditation to be opened for them. But they do not bother to follow the necessary rule and regulation of meditation. How than, they can be successful in meditation?

Meditation also means to do practices willingly and not out of greedy or for want of magical power, without being balanced by diligent, opportunity and capability of oneself.

The condition to do this meditation is also very easy, i.e. only to remember the number chosen. When the volume of our bad habits is lessen, when we minimize our spending of time in nonsensical matter and replace it with meditation, at that moment we will gain spiritual development. When we neglect spiritual practices, at that very moment our material nature will take over the control of ourselves. It is advisable that spiritual practices should not become a mere show. The more one keep it a secret the faster he will gain spiritual advancement. Our relation with God is very personal in nature. No one can judge the spiritual advance of someone by the way he wears his dresses or his beard, mustache or any other things. For an advance and humble Sadhaka, he is not much interested in outer things which by nature just to produce false pride or mere show in oneself. He is satisfied with his self-realization. He does not need any praises. Praises do not make a person to develop in spirituality but often become “a pleasant way toward downfall”.

We are not including many of those experiences to avoid the indulgence in false claim of experiencing the magical wave of energy which is common in Kundalini Meditation practice by beginners or whose sensitiveness just developed. We don’t want to spoil the beauty of kundalini meditation practices whose powerful result can not be denied by indulging them in initial experience, which often related to “supernatural power”, “Healing power” or “divine power (Siddhi)”.

Generally people feel lazy to do meditation alone. Initially they may have great enthusiasm and practice the meditation properly with seriousness. But slowly the enthusiasm faded away and at last a “full stop”.


Help in the form of encouragement and stimulation of spiritual vibration from other practitioners is necessary. That is why constant contact and meditate together is essential. Beside the place where the meditation is performed will be purified. It is desirable to do practice routinely from house to house where there is no meditation center in an area.

Saturday should become as if our “breath”, meditate together worldwide. Mr. Darmayasa and Guru Ji together will vibrate the spiritual vibration. You will obtain that vibration for sure which will help you in developing your meditation. If by chance you are on journey and impossible for you to do meditation together at the given time (21:25 New Delhi time), you may stop your vehicle just for 5-10 minute to “join” with worldwide friends to remember the number at that given time.

Meditation is a spiritual journey toward our inner self, a world that regarded as the miniature of the outside world. In Bali the inner and outer world are known as “Bhuwana Alit and Bhuwana Agung” respectively, or small world and big world. As the journey in outer world, to see and enjoy all the happenings, the same is the journey inside our self. Old people of Bali called it as “mulat sarira” or to see our own Self, to know the Soul/Atma and its secret.

Meditation should be performed voluntarily. It should be performed according to your situation and capacity, physically or mentally. Initially a person do need to imagine something and slowly he/she will be lead to the right and true way and finally the out side help is no more needed.

Once again, meditation should be done voluntarily, with easiness and pleasant. This can be done only by sincere effort and discipline way. We can take an example of the military education. Holy sages also perform strict discipline. Discipline is different with compulsion. There is beauty and joy in discipline, while in coercion there is restless and inner disappointment.

One may approach God through whatever way suitable to him enjoined by Holy Scripture or holy sages who had attained self-realization. The difference is just in time and stage of accomplishment. We may draw an example as a person goes to the market and choose anything according to his desire. Even if two persons like the same thing, it is premature to say they will like the same color, shape, quality etc. Likewise, through freedom of choosing ones path of meditation, slow but sure a person will be lead to the divine path of meditation. But yes, it is necessary to be extra cautious in choosing. Not every yellow is Gold.

The condition of ones consciousness is the deciding factor of direction, level or whether or not the meditation done will be successful. If his consciousness still in the material plane, automatically his meditation will reach nowhere but this material plane, though he has been practicing meditation for ages or even he has been teaching people about meditation for tens of years. He is just like a great chef who is very expert in cooking delicious food but never taste them.


Even Meditation requires minimum rule and regulation, which are to be followed with determination and discipline. At least one is expected to have control over his appetite by not indulging in violent act toward harmless and full of compassion creature called cow, though not participate in killing but also in buying, cooking or eating the meat. Meditation needs a soul that is soft and full of love and compassion toward the entire creation of God without limit. That is why, one should know, understand and follow the minimum condition said.

Beside these, meditation can be done at any time or place. But it is desirable that the meditation is done in the same time, place and duration.

The flickering of our mind can be compared with the naughtiness of monkey or the unfocused attention/concentration of horse. In the later case, we need not to bother about the forward movement of the horse by blocking its way. Let him move forward on its own whim, the way it likes. What we need is a “divine whip” so that it will not move out of the main route or return to where it started.

The “divine whip” here is the number that you choose. Wherever or whatever you do, do it under the control of the whip. As the monkey or the horse which slowly submit to the whip of its owner, slowly but for sure, our consciousness will be put into the right path and spiritualize by the number in meditation, toward the path of Divine Love.

The true happiness is in fact inside our very own self. Therefore we should search for it inside. For that purpose we have to do as wall as sacrifice many things. Besides purifying our inner and outer body, we need to “close” our sense organs, which in Javanese called “hanutupi babahan howo songo”. To close our self to and from outside. This self-fencing will be strengthened by our effort in slowly lessening our worldly desire.

With the decrease of the worldly desire, slowly the spiritual desire will grow in the person practicing Kundalini meditation. And slowly our believe to the supreme God will change into a desire to develop spiritual love with God. His Holiness Guru Ji Kamal Kishore Goswami always quote the teaching of Swami Vivekananda to make this clearer: “to belief in God is religion and to continue with God is spiritualism”. In other word, the stage of religion is the stage of belief to the Supreme but if we want to enter the realm of spiritualism we need to be 24 hours a day “with” God. How is it possible? It is made possible by your progress in the prctice of Kundalini Meditation.

There is a clear difference between developing belief about the existence of God and the effort to maintain a continuous spiritual relationship with Him. The former implies that we believe there is God but the later implies that we “know” Him. To be success in the effort one should devote some minute of his time everyday to do It is necessary to underline that the success in meditation is not depend on the duration of time devoted but in the discipline and continuity of the practice. For that purpose, below are some points to be paid attention to:

1. Fix the duration of Meditation that is to be followed with great discipline. To build up a character, to stay healthy, for peace of mind, tranquility, spiritual development, we need to resolutely discipline our self. Our life is not for playing but for spiritual struggle.

2. Effort in maintaining balance and purity of food and association.

3. Always conscious not to force our self to run after the result of Kundalini Meditation. To do meditation without any motive. To be aware that meditation is only an effort to be always with God, spiritually and continuously.

4. Free your consciousness from the fetter of origin, race, caste and religion. You should always keep in mind that all the people are the children of God and therefore, everyone is our brother or sister.

We need to try at least to balance our life, association, diet and to always, without fail, be with the Center of Consciousness, the Super Power, the Supreme God.
We have to try to always balance ourselves in every respect because our “self” consists of physical body, spiritual body and Soul. We need to give attention, to feed our “selves” with their material and spiritual needs. Neglecting the needs of the body, neglecting food will give us trouble, we will be suffering from weakness or inviting other disease. Likewise, neglecting the needs or spiritual food in the form of remembering or connecting ourselves with God every moment will result in disappointment, rise of emotions, anger, greed etc.

However advance we are in worldly matter, what we gain is name or position or wealth etc. But if we have in our possession health, tranquility, peace of mind, contentment, happiness then all others are nothing. We may become the object of praise all over the world. But if it is only by people of third grade or by those who reside in the same darkness with us while in the eyes of the learned sages we are nothing, then where is the pride? Therefore, the real advancement is inward not in the glittering world outside.

May happiness be with all of you and may all of you love each other.
New Delhi, India, 12/6/2001.

Note:
All the following recorded experiences are as it is sent. We took privilege in replacing the name of the sender with nickname due to some reason or the other. May we be excused.